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Dear Fans,

I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.

It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It's like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here.

Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.

This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person...it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.

I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch."

I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.

I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.

I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him...or her.

Love, Britney

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It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.

It's tough being Britney, but she's one of my favorite celebs of all time.

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I support her. Other than Michael Jackson she is the greatest performer of all time. Good luck Britney! Your beautiful.

I respect her for this. She stepped up to the plate and admitted she was in the wrong at times. She IS only HUMAN. I agree with her that we ALL make mistakes, she just happened to be in the lime light when making them and yes they make it 2 CNN and Good Morning America most of the time which sucks for her. BUT, above all…she is just a young woman still trying to find herself who may have had children too young and at the wrong time as MOST young women do when they are “in love”. Although I am NOT a B.S. music fan, I do like B.S. as a person. My personal opinion is that she just needs a real TRUE friend in her life who she can trust and depend on for emotional support when she feels down. Not an assistant or anything…just a FRIEND…someone who isn’t out for her money or the pap camera’s follwing them…she needs 1 true friend…that’s what I think! : ) Good for you Brit…you stepped up and that’s the first step in the right direction!

nice timing, Brit, seeing as how Lindsay was soaking up all the attention this weekend.  Feeling left out?

FUCK HER, SHE’S A DUMBASS HICK AND I HAVE NO SYMPATHY FOR THIS HO WHEN SHE IS RICH AS SHIT AND HAS EVERYTHING LIFE HAS TO OFFER BUT ALL SHE DOES IS BITCH AND WHINE AND TREAT HER KIDS LIKE ACCESSORIES.

“I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from.”

Yes britney i agree that this letter made me even further think of how truly dumb you are. I know people make mistakes we all do but that’s no excuse to keep making mistakes that make you look bad in the public eye and it’s also called having common sense about things. This letter proves nothing, but when i see her in public looking like a decent woman taking care of her own children, then maybe i’ll consider not calling her a pig.

I THINK IT’S COOL THAT BRITNEY IS ACTUALLY SPEAKING OUT AND TELLING US HOW SHE FEELS, IT SHOWS A VERY COMPASSIONATE AND CARING SIDE OF HER. I JUST WANT TO SAY YOU CAN’T PLEASE EVERYONE SO DO WHAT YOU DO BEST AND YOU DO YOU, YOU HAVE EVERYTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN LIFE DON’T GIVE UP!!

Cute letter, finally straight from Britney’s heart.

So how much did she have to pay someone to write this shit for her?

Boo fucking hoo.

I can’t beleive some of you guys actually believe that Shitney actually “wrote” this whole letter herself.  It’s called PR people, and a PR person wrote this letter for her.  It’s so obvious. 

Feel sorry for her?  No, I don’t.  I feel sorry for actual people who have actual problems to face in this world - without millions to back them up with.  Try feeling sorry for Iraq War amputees and brain injury soldiers coming back to try and really start their lives over - not this little tramp.  No pity from me for HER, thank you.

“That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her”

What’s up with this statement—faith or suicide undertones?

Stupid little rich bitch, buy therapy instead of attention.

Yeah, Brit, we understand all of that, but when you stop making dumb decisions in the public eye, then I will take your letters seriously. Seeing is believing, honey

Got another phone call from that teacher on Charlie Brown…muwhawmuwhaumuwah…

her writing, grammar, etc is all very poor. And it sounds as if she is the mental age of 14. However, I also think she may be a malignant narcissist with her hoping we all think ‘more about her’....etc, etc?
Go take care of your kids, grow out your hair and stop it already. Then people will shut up when you prove your not trash.
and PS: the bad wig and bad fake n bake tan and obvious airbrushing makes the ‘heartfelt letter’ look like an oxymoron….......

She should go away for about 5years..Then try and comeback..Everything you do now just proves what trash you have become…you were never Great but you did know how to shake your ass and show off that body…Now you have two kids and a fat ass…Go take a rest

Oh my little darling. If you wanted to live a normal life with your kids you would move somewhere out of the public eye and away from all the people you blame for your meltdown. But no, you chose to stay in LA doing crap. Sorry Brit but you no longer belong to yourself. You are just some media clown.
Too bad the ones that will pay for your mistakes are your innocent kids.

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